I've been feeling a bit :( lately. Yesterday's news about not getting an interview with the Jet Programme was disappointing. I love Japan and it's a dream of mine to live there and see Japanese everywhere. I get excited going into an Asian shop and reading the hiragana, katakana and some of the kanji. But oh well, that is life. At least my friend got an interview.

Another :( thing is I don't feel me and my boyfriend have a future together. I've always felt this way I guess. I just thought, because we were getting used to each other, maybe he'd want the same things as me. Nah, at least I gave the relationship a go. We have enjoyed each other's company but we're different. He doesn't really have a goal, isn't really into affection, gets irritated easily, wants to stay in Christchurch and settle down; I have a goal of travelling the world, I love affection, I annoy him and I want to go to Korea now.

So mew. I reckon we'll stay friends and hopefully I can still see Yuki. Atm we're thinking about the relationship but I don't see it working.

My friend is helping me get a job in Korea and she said I'll get shitloads with the degree and teaching qualification xD and you'll have money leftover even after travelling, eating out and partying. Korean is so foreign to me though. But oh well, may as well learn another language :)