I have a lot to learn. I have to not think so much. I have to not be so sensitive. I have to not be childish (like walk off if he doesn't want to be hugged). But.. is it worth being with someone who doesn't have feelings for you? I can I do that? Is it worth it to take away the loneliness. No. It hurts and when I have bad days, and know that my boyfriend doesn't have soft feelings for me it hurts a lot more. So no, I've got to grow balls because loneliness is better than dating a boy with no love left in him. It is so confusing. Sometimes I think it can work and other times I think it can't. Nah