Being vain xD

My friend taught me how she did her makeup and I experimented. I love it! Much better than the way I usually do it! Yaaaaaayyyy!!!

Then I had a shower :P .. my hair barely ever goes curly/wavy so I took a photo lol.

>.> yeh… still haven’t started on my example poster for class tomorrow, but I don’t think it’ll be hard to do. I have to watch Vampire Diaries first! Looks like it’s going to be a late one :P

I spent my day visiting Yuki xD missed her. I came in the door to see her and she ran to me and we snuggled for an hour. It was so adorable, at some point she was cuddling my arm xD and then we played outside and we climbed trees and she climbed onto the garage so I couldn’t follow. I went back inside after a while and she came back, walked around (I took photos) then came back to rest on my arms. As much as I wanted to take a nap with her on the couch, I had to eventually leave to go shopping :(

Me and HWSNBNOTB watched Sucker Punch and ate lindt chocolate last night. It was really nice, and I ended up quite liking Sucker Punch. God Emily Browning is hot!!! >_<” She’s always been beautiful (I remember her even from Ghost Ship!). And yeh, I can’t keep up with HWSNBNOTB. He really doesn’t let me break up with him. I give up on trying and I give up on trying to break up. It was nice last night though.

Just had tea and I feel so healthy. A couple of nights ago, I threw up twice. But I know it’s my fault: that day I ate a strawberry tart for breakfast, drank a bottle of coke and had 3 slices of pizza and oreo truffles. Yuck! I didn’t get healthy food because I was out all day seeing different people (HWSNBNOTB bought the pizzas). But yeh, after that night, I’ve been buying heaps of vegies. I tried a vegetarian lasagna recipe and it uses low fat cottage cheese and a little bit of Parmesan. The rest I used eggplant, spinach, mushrooms, onions, courgette, capsicum so I feel really healthy (apart from the cheese and pasta bit of the lasagna). I made a big thing of it so it can last a week :D (some in the freezer) and I’m having little slices with salad (I’m boring, don’t have sauce so I have lettuce + avacado + tomato + grated carrot in my salad xD ) Heeee I feel healthy. Gotta get ready for my lesson tomorrow. I hope I’m not as nervous! My room is a mess :( need to tidy it.

Strawberry tarts

These strawberry tarts from Patisserie Yahagi were amazing!! 

The moon was big last night, but my photos aren't as good as Stevo's :< 

River of Lethe

Picture taken from this site here

In the underworld, there is a river of oblivion called Lethe. The shades of people who had passed on had to drink from it and would forget about their lives in the living world.

I got really excited when it was mentioned in J.K Rowling's Harry Potter (it's required in a forgetfulness potion) and in L.J Smith's Enchantress/ Spellbinder (Thea and Eric have to drink it to forget about the Night World).

The curse of the empty feelings -__-

I’ve been feeling a bit empty lately. I don’t know if it’s because i lowered my medication dosage and it’s just kicked in now, or because I’ve given up on being with my boyfriend for good, or because I got paid $35 instead of my usual $200 randomly so I can’t pay my rent or buy much food and my dental bill sent me a letter reminding them I still owe $230 and I have no idea how to pay it back. But anyway, I’ve been feeling unmotivated and dull. I hope it doesn’t get worse, but I don’t think I will. It’s just lonely, but I don’t feel like being with the friends that are available (only the busy ones, typical right?). I really just want my own pet to give hugs too because it helps. I haven’t been reading much of Game of Thrones (A Clash of Kings), but I know I want the story in my head. I know I have to do lots of reading for my studies. I think it’ll be good when Japanese starts next week. I love Japanese! It’s really fun learning another language. I like Celta too but I don’t like doing the homework.

So.. been on tumblr, drinking coke, forced myself to read some GOT because it’s amazing, going through tags of Haruki Murakami and playing “Norwegian Wood” by the Beatles. I would love to read a hell of a lot more Murakami, but it takes me a while to get into reading a book, even though I love books. Just turned on my fairy lights, eating dark bittersweet chocolate and I think I feel better. I really need to schedule some exercise in my life (apart from biking) because it really helps with these moods.

Anyway, I found this photo on my friend’s wall photo album and I think it’s so true. The best boyfriend I’ve ever had was the one that made me feel so loved and I made sure he knew he was well loved by me too. It’s important in relationships.

New favourite top

I met up with my friend. We went shopping and she picked some stuff out for herself and I was just tagging along. Then she found this top and got me to try it on. Then she said I could alter it to make it slimming (it's a size L .. it's like wearing a square lol) and.. she bought it for me :O .. :D <3 xD .. I've just finished altering it and I think it's amazing!

When I earn more money, I want to start up a savings account again (because my current one died due to my poorness). I'm going to live in my own place and keep it clean (I just cleaned out the flat fridge. My flatmates don't really throw food out, so there was a 2 month old cucumber that had turned to liquid and a few moldy cheeses and containers with green things growing in them. Yeh, looking forward to earning more. I'd eat healthier and have more produce.